Excuse my reluctance

I keep my heart in my back pocket
For it has torn a million times like a tennis racquet
I can’t afford to fiddle around anymore
Until the day I saw her face and couldn’t help but do adore
Saw her pictures sometimes back
Said to myself what the heck? Is she for real
Deepness in her eyes were making me hazy
My heart yelp, dude I am going crazy!
I said shut up! Let’s go slow
Have fallen to many time, let me reassure
The first time that we spoke, I almost choked
Liked her even more and wished she was mine
My head said, that’s a good joke
There was something in her that drew me towards her
Was it her seamless beauty or the way she spoke
Was it her smartness or the way she joked
Seemed like our hearts had already shaken hands
Taking one step at a time, as I didn’t wanted to ruin
Knowing she had someone
I just waited for my moment to shine
Secretly hoped that she could be mine
As my head said, you are wasting your time
My heart whispered, believe in your destiny
Liking her isn’t a felony
Sometimes even fools are blessed with beautiful angels
Not that you are one, but I fear you will prove me wrong
Was drowsy with my own sarcasm
Decided to meet her, and get over with my enthusiasm
Oh boy, it was a moment to remember
As it was finally proved she is for real
There was an electric reaction
As my words didn’t match my expressions
Felt peace within me like never before
With her every word, I nodded my head
With her every witticism, my cheek spread
Wanted to tell her every bit of what I thought of her
But as my heart raced, I started to blur
Fear of losing her stopped me from saying
My fearful head was proud, as my heart was obeying
My eyes had to gaze her from a distance
As my heart said, excuse my reluctance

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