Angelic….

At night,
Her eyes would lit
Like a million candles in it
Her scent blending with her aura
Creating a celestial vibe around her
Transmitting positivity
To anyone in her frequency

As she speaks,
Every letter would split up
And hit your ears in a rhythm
That’s makes u hooked up
With sound of her voice
Subtly piercing your soul
Breaking down barriers, you hold

She is like a magnet, to lost ones
No matter how hard
You try to escape
Or hide your disbelief’s
She has powers to breathe in
Your anxiety
And get u high
With numbness so addictive

She lets down her hair
In a way, forcing stars to
Question their sanity
Leaving them startled
Of how beautiful
Someone could be
As they crave, to rest inside her
Gifting virgin sky to lonely moon

She would sketch your shadow
With every scars inside you
Garnish in a way
Reflecting part of you,
That you never knew

She is that lost word,
Spinning inside your mind
That doesn’t want to spill out
She is a sum-up of all that feelings
That are yet to be discovered
By earthlings
She is a mystery, we all need

 

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A Wait – That made time give-up…..

Many seasons passed by
Sun and moon had
Risen and fallen a thousand times
She knew, she was waiting
Waiting for all the wrong reasons

Every day, as sun readies itself to set
She would stroll on a dusty road
Surrounded by meadows over grown
Wearing a Black gown sliding on the ground
Flying gently like a dry leaf in the air
Creating rhythmic waves
She would walk barefoot,
A black thread tied on her right leg
Her foot trails, beautiful
Like a pathway to her soul

She would stop on the same spot, every single day
Spot, where once promises were made
Closing her eyes, taking deep breath
She would time travel
Feel the same feelings again
Touch of his lips on her forehead
Sound of his voice, whispering promises
Goosebumps on her body, gracing like tidal waves
It would lit-up candle of hope
Only time, her wandering mind
Would find peace and remain at ease

Over the time, she had many followers
On-looker thought, she had lost it all
Some would say, that’s what true love is
Some would sympathize
As her waiting was never ending

One fine day, a lady couldn’t stop herself from asking
Why do you wait, every single day since ages?
Isn’t it painful?
She replied, “What would you do?
When your mind is ready to move on
But your soul is already married to someone you love?
It doesn’t matter, how broken your heart is
If you still believe in beauty of it
It means your love is true
And that’s all that matters

 

Maverick….

It feels we all are sleepwalking
Backwards on a thin string
With a blindfold
Carrying everything we cling

I see eyes full of hope, praying
Minds full of fear, preaching
People circling around
Looking skyward,
For someone to appear
May be with,
A white robe and a beard
Making their Worries disappear

Like million ants, they stand
Hoping for a stone to bless
And clear all their mess
I just wish,
They could hold hands
To fight against devils play
Instead of, joining hands to pray

Hoping is the easiest way it seems
In the time, when books for studies
Are killing dreams
Cracks in our thoughts
Are not to be filled
Our bad conscience has no more guilt

Its fashion to pretend
That’s the modern trend
Dare, walk against the tide
There are million hands that apprehend
Killing the spark before it begins

So all I got to say,
Life is ours, create it
Built it beautifully,
We have earned it
Spread love coz we miss it
Kiss goodbye to your troubles
Before its time to pop life’s bubble

He said She said III……

She: When do you know, you like someone?

He: Do you mean love someone?

She: Yes but first it starts with liking, right?

He: No, Don’t we like everyone around us? Imagine if we didn’t, it would be a mess

She: Ok Ok, When do you know, you love someone?
He: (when you hold my hand!! but I can’t tell her that)……. It’s about how you feel, when you are with that person…

She : Feelings !! What kind?

He: A feeling that makes you forget all your problems, insecurities, distrust feelings, fear of future … all that kinda stuffs…Negative Negative kinds

She: But there are many close ones who make me feel that way

He: soooo that means you love them all … 😀

She: No No … I mean not like that…I mean someone who is perfect for me …a guy whom I can be with my entire life …. A happy loving life

He : ohh !! A Guy (Shit!! Now I need to know where I stand) It’s the same feelings but with a twist …

She : Twist ?

He : Always go for A loving life and not a happy loving life ? 1st. don’t base your happiness on others, I know it’s difficult but sooner you learn better for you 2nd. You can’t control him and certainly he can’t control you. It’s like an awesome magnetic attraction but with a bit of space and less attachment..

She: You are not helping!!!!

He : ( It’s me !!! dam it ) OK Ok I will break it down for you
Someone who manages to give you enough confidence that in spite of all your problems, insecurities, failures, distrust feelings, fear of future which will always be there – he will stand by you
Not necessarily will always solve your problems coz that’s your shit and you need to deal with it…. but you know that he will be with you shoulder to shoulder through thick and thin … no matter how bad his situation is …

She: but

He: ( Ohh I hate that BUT )

She: There are many guy friends who are close to me and I know they will stand by my side

He: (That is probably coz ……… they have all fallen for you…..Shit !!! competition competition !!!! ) Hmmm , out of those guys whom do you want to be by your side the most ? Someone you pour your heart out and feel empty …..Someone who can console and be straight-up at the same time …..
Someone who respects and reminds you of who you are …..

She: hmmm

He: (And someone who takes time to answer all kind of shitty questions and still suggest someone else but not him)….😊😊

Messed up beauty…

Embracing her deceased feelings
She watched the sun go down
With every descend,
Sky would lit up
With shades of yellow and brown
She felt part of her, cracking
Like someone stepped over a dry leaf
Betraying herself, inch by inch
They say
Beauty of a rose is,
It has thorns to protect its rosy petals
What if? Those petals were covered with thorns all over
Would it be beautiful then?
She was that kind of beauty
Covered with spikes all over her spine
Battling it out every day without a whine
Waiting for someone equally wrecked
Someone hollow from within
Messed up like she was
Ready to go through pain of loving her
But
Out of all the misery, she still hoped
To be loved
For she knew,
It was the only thing that could set her free

Fight Night…..

It was a cold cold night
We were fresh out of fight
Even moon had to dim it’s light
Our words caused frictions and fright
We had tangled each other too tight
Everything between us was too much
Love, hate, expectations and attachments
Being strong.. we never took a step back
Everybody around us said, “what the heck
They fight like they hate each other
And they love like they are the only one”
I know, it’s different for girls when they fight
Trying to figure out, It seemed like a long night
To find out the reason, I had to think of you
The more I thought, my anger birds flew
As a thought of you
Made me loose my purpose and sight
I knew one thing for sure
Like every time we had to have a closure on the same night
Carrying on to the next day was never our style
As I looked at the deep dark sky
A star blinked to give me a sign
As u hugged me from behind
And said, “I can never be angry with you for too long”
Winking back at the Star, I said
Let’s sleep, it’s a beautiful night

 

First time…..

First time has its extremes
No matter the consequence
First time in everything that you do, say or see..
Will shake you from inside
That’s exactly how I felt
When I saw you standing on a sideline
Restless tapping of your foot
Rolling eyes, biting lips and playing with your hair
You were unsure
You were anxious
And you looked beautiful
May be you wanted world to notice you
And If they did
You would shy away
Go inside your shell
Where it’s warm and comforting
Yet an eye outside, looking for that perfect moment
I had a feeling right away
This……. you and me
If ever it shall happen
It is going to be tough
Like ego breaking and soul crushing
But somehow seeing you standing there
I felt
It will be worth every struggle
I had to give it a try
And so I did
Since then, every time when I experience something for the first time
It reminds me of you
Out of all the things that has happened to me
You still hold the number one place
You are my best first time….

Moments ….

If you are hoping for a big miracle, it will never happen
If you are hoping life will suddenly change, it will never happen
Probability of which is very rare
Then, there are those little moments
Which lasts for a minute or more, where you are genuinely touched
You want that moment to be with you forever
But it flashes by and leaves you with a feeling that can’t be described in words
You can’t control small happy moments
They come and then they go
They probably don’t even make it to your top 10 memory list
But it’s those small happy moment that are part of something big
The fact is, we all have our issues
And we will have them until our last breath
But it’s all those moment that keeps pushing you
After all we are humans
We are meant to find our happiness from chaos
We all breakdown, that’s your moment right?
That’s you, dealing with your problems…. your way
You had to get rid of it that’s the reason you broke down
Respect that because no one else will
You cut off and create a protective shell
And after a while you have to come out of it
Coz it’s boring,
It’s boring to be sad and it’s boring to be happy always
You leave behind what’s gone and move ahead
Breaking your protective shell
And say,
I am never going back there
But still you do… you have to… that’s life
Remember, out of chaos you find happiness
That’s the way it is
So stop believing that your problems are forever
Coz they are not, you are not here forever
And, you know what the best part is
It’s just once we live
Just once

Girl, that’s all you need to know….

Someday there will be someone
Who will have nothing to do with your imperfections, your failures and your bad decisions
His only purpose will be to fill your hollow with pure affections
Only thing he will look for
Is to be with you
Every minute, every second
The most important thing for him
Will be your presence
All the sufferings Will be respected
All your insecurities of future will be dealt with
All your fear will be absorbed
Coz for him it’s you and only you
That defines his life
It didn’t started with you
But surely
He wouldn’t end it without you
Your Grey hair, your rough skin
Will not change beauty in your eyes
That he adores and fell in love with
No matter how different your paths may be
It will cricle within boundaries of your love
No matter how far you travel
In search of unknown yet important
You will end up besides him
Coz that’s where you will comforted
No matter how far and high you’ll fly
Look in his eyes won’t change
Coz he knows she will rest her flight
To a place called home
Where you both belong