Her ways….

She had beauty
Of an incomplete sculpture
Wicked for those with small minds
Goddess for one’s, who were kind

Nobody told her, to be brave
There was no hint, how to behave
She was blunt in a truthful way
Free like a bird,
In arms of blowing wind
She felt safe

Her thoughts would swing
like her fragile mood
Mostly loving, but sometimes rude
She would gift her heart, to those without intentions
Not needing one, she got all the affections

Yet her eyes would search of someone special
Special in a way, demanding no change
Accepting her, with no deceptions
She wasn’t judgmental
And never knew, how to be one

She would cry,
cry so beautifully
Letting her tears dance
On her rhythmic weep
As her sharp eyelid
Would bow down gracefully
Like a musician
At the end of symphony

 

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Rainbow like ……

A girl with her hair tied up
Would sit near window with a coffee mug
Vapors would rise and rest on the surface
She would draw smileys on it
Coz they were the only friend she knew
Often missed someone but never knew who?
A father to protect or lover to love?
As she would sometimes fight with random blues
She would watch a falling leaf till the end
As it rests among the others which were dead
She would stare at it, until her eyes
Would give-up and blackout
Not knowing which was the one she gazed
With every sip, her eyes would close
May be caffeine would give her high
Relaxing her from many goodbyes
She had a tattoo carved
Of angel wings on her spine
They would get real, upon closing her eyes
Tempting her to fly high
She would find herself
Among the passing clouds
In deep blue sky
Calling for stars that would hide
May be her loneliness was her pride
As she would paint her soul
And conceal her fears
With colors rainbow like

 

A fainted pain

A fainted pain, said hello
Said, I remember you
from long ago
How’s your scars?
Have they healed?
Do you live
In the wrecked house you built
Painting it red, with your guilt

I see, you still have
that broken mirror
Does it remind you, of someone
Or makes you feel better
There is something broken too
than yourself, my dear

I see a hollow, still remains
On your windowpane
Whistling sound of fear
blown by wind in the rain

How does it feel, to be blamed
By the inner demons you tamed
For feelings that were chained
So I guess, it’s the same
You still out of your game
A fainted pain, said hello

You and Me …..

I’ll stick with you and let the world move on
As you hold me tight in all my meltdowns
I know you do, what it takes
To crack pass through my walls
Push me, to get my act straight
As my head busts with fleeting moments of despair
Mostly stuck in an elevated space
Trying not to look down and land on my face
It’s seems all these years, I have been playing it safe
Nurturing demons feeding on my strains
So wrap your arms around me like you always do
Cover me up when I am feeling blue
Whisper in my ears, tales of love that’s true
Let those words sink inside of me
Let them wander inch by inch
Hunting fears that reside in me
Consoling my restless soul
Reminding my heart to be free
Be by my side on this journey
For I don’t know, where life may lead
Take me away from this scene
To live life
Where it’s just
You and me

He said She said – II

He: It’s a fancy restaurant
She: Yes but why are people acting so formal?
He: Everyone is pretending to be someone they are not
She: so are you pretending too?
He: Sometimes …..
She: what you mean sometimes?
He: I pretend to like you but deep down I am head over heels for you
I pretend to be strong as a men but truth is I need you like every single second of my life
She: So I am your oxygen?
He: No Carbon dioxide hahaha
He: You look beautiful tonight, especially those eyes
She: What about my eyes?
He: They are deep, mysterious, shinny and stunning..
She: May be it’s the lighting arrangements here,
You make unreal things sound like they are real, you are good at it
He: You know what’s real?
She: What?
He: You can’t look into your eyes the way I look at them
She: I look into my eyes in the mirror and they seem normal
He: Mirror is just a reflection, when my eyes look at yours it’s a connection
An invisible string that pulls me closer to you every time I look at you
It’s like diving deep into ocean, it’s beautiful and scary at the same time.
She: Scary?
He: When you dive deep and look around in the ocean is beautiful but when you think of what’s behind you it scares you
She: You have a complex mind that can flatter any women, you should be a Poet
He: Try and leave me once
I Promise I’ll be the best one

 

Beauty within

Your eyelids had a morning dew
Like a gem it glew
Too good to be true
Carrying a story, only few knew
With aching heart and healing soul
Life had its own plan to unfold
You had your share of ups and downs
Spiraling through the dusks and dawns
Like a beautiful tree holding ground
Shedding leaves on autumn fall
Breaking through the darkest walls
There is beauty in your fight, after all
Like an angel without wings
Seeing beauty in every being
Spreading love with hopes and dreams
Turning pain into inspiration
Carved yourself with creative ink
For eyes to adore without blink
A journey that makes you think
Scars can heal
If we find beauty within

 

Messed up beauty…

Embracing her deceased feelings
She watched the sun go down
With every descend,
Sky would lit up
With shades of yellow and brown
She felt part of her, cracking
Like someone stepped over a dry leaf
Betraying herself, inch by inch
They say
Beauty of a rose is,
It has thorns to protect its rosy petals
What if? Those petals were covered with thorns all over
Would it be beautiful then?
She was that kind of beauty
Covered with spikes all over her spine
Battling it out every day without a whine
Waiting for someone equally wrecked
Someone hollow from within
Messed up like she was
Ready to go through pain of loving her
But
Out of all the misery, she still hoped
To be loved
For she knew,
It was the only thing that could set her free

Give it to me….

Give me things u don’t need
I’ll embrace it, as a world to me
Let me bring back that smile
Let me clear those clouds blocking light
Give it to me and I’ll find a meaning in it
Let me open the windows of your soul
Break through the cracked glass door
Your heart will bleed for a while, I know
Enough of pampering it with sorrow
Take a sip of bitter wine, called hope
Let it sink and give you the highs of it
I know that sinking feeling, it hurts for a while until you fall in love with it
Sadness is sweet and give you peace
Dig a hole and then you dive deep
Drowning yourself in meadows of dark
Loosing yourself in shadows of past
I’ll shake you
I’ll wake you
Give me everything that hurts u
I’ll fill that emptiness with what it needs to
I’ll mold it into something magical
And when you look back
It shall remind, all that you have been through
And the reason why…
You are beautiful