Angelic….

At night,
Her eyes would lit
Like a million candles in it
Her scent blending with her aura
Creating a celestial vibe around her
Transmitting positivity
To anyone in her frequency

As she speaks,
Every letter would split up
And hit your ears in a rhythm
That’s makes u hooked up
With sound of her voice
Subtly piercing your soul
Breaking down barriers, you hold

She is like a magnet, to lost ones
No matter how hard
You try to escape
Or hide your disbelief’s
She has powers to breathe in
Your anxiety
And get u high
With numbness so addictive

She lets down her hair
In a way, forcing stars to
Question their sanity
Leaving them startled
Of how beautiful
Someone could be
As they crave, to rest inside her
Gifting virgin sky to lonely moon

She would sketch your shadow
With every scars inside you
Garnish in a way
Reflecting part of you,
That you never knew

She is that lost word,
Spinning inside your mind
That doesn’t want to spill out
She is a sum-up of all that feelings
That are yet to be discovered
By earthlings
She is a mystery, we all need

 

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Her ways….

She had beauty
Of an incomplete sculpture
Wicked for those with small minds
Goddess for one’s, who were kind

Nobody told her, to be brave
There was no hint, how to behave
She was blunt in a truthful way
Free like a bird,
In arms of blowing wind
She felt safe

Her thoughts would swing
like her fragile mood
Mostly loving, but sometimes rude
She would gift her heart, to those without intentions
Not needing one, she got all the affections

Yet her eyes would search of someone special
Special in a way, demanding no change
Accepting her, with no deceptions
She wasn’t judgmental
And never knew, how to be one

She would cry,
cry so beautifully
Letting her tears dance
On her rhythmic weep
As her sharp eyelid
Would bow down gracefully
Like a musician
At the end of symphony

 

A Wait – That made time give-up…..

Many seasons passed by
Sun and moon had
Risen and fallen a thousand times
She knew, she was waiting
Waiting for all the wrong reasons

Every day, as sun readies itself to set
She would stroll on a dusty road
Surrounded by meadows over grown
Wearing a Black gown sliding on the ground
Flying gently like a dry leaf in the air
Creating rhythmic waves
She would walk barefoot,
A black thread tied on her right leg
Her foot trails, beautiful
Like a pathway to her soul

She would stop on the same spot, every single day
Spot, where once promises were made
Closing her eyes, taking deep breath
She would time travel
Feel the same feelings again
Touch of his lips on her forehead
Sound of his voice, whispering promises
Goosebumps on her body, gracing like tidal waves
It would lit-up candle of hope
Only time, her wandering mind
Would find peace and remain at ease

Over the time, she had many followers
On-looker thought, she had lost it all
Some would say, that’s what true love is
Some would sympathize
As her waiting was never ending

One fine day, a lady couldn’t stop herself from asking
Why do you wait, every single day since ages?
Isn’t it painful?
She replied, “What would you do?
When your mind is ready to move on
But your soul is already married to someone you love?
It doesn’t matter, how broken your heart is
If you still believe in beauty of it
It means your love is true
And that’s all that matters

 

A Story: From here to eternity

There was a boy and a girl
In a small town, where roads were rough
No fairness cream for their fragile skins
A beautiful mix of sun tan and brown hair
Luxury for them, was to spend entire day together
Sitting on river side, throwing pebbles creating tides
Never thought, of what’s outside
They had a beautiful world inside

He would wrap his hands around her neck
Pull her sideways to kiss her cheeks
She would close her eyes to let the feeling sink in
Allowing it to run through her veins
And let it settle deep within

Often staring at each other, ending up in a smile
Or in their playful stubbornness would look so deep,
Waiting for tears to drop
They would often wonder, how much they love each other
So much so they were clues of what to do with their feelings
There was no doubts in their mind of what they felt
It was just pure magic

They would sneak out of their home at night
Hold each other’s hand tight, to get rid of fright
He would take her to the beach
They would dig their feet in the cold sand
As it settles between their fingers
To massage them
Sometimes they would discuss on
How different stars were from each other
Or how far was the moon

Mostly they would dance all night
His hands on her waist
Her head resting on his chest
They would swing and sway
With music in the air and rhythmic tides
Moon shining like a spotlight

As the night would end
They would rush back
Collecting sea shell
One, for every time they met
Break it into half and promise
Promise,
That someday as they grow old
They would spent time
Connecting those shells together
And built something beautiful out of it

Rainbow like ……

A girl with her hair tied up
Would sit near window with a coffee mug
Vapors would rise and rest on the surface
She would draw smileys on it
Coz they were the only friend she knew
Often missed someone but never knew who?
A father to protect or lover to love?
As she would sometimes fight with random blues
She would watch a falling leaf till the end
As it rests among the others which were dead
She would stare at it, until her eyes
Would give-up and blackout
Not knowing which was the one she gazed
With every sip, her eyes would close
May be caffeine would give her high
Relaxing her from many goodbyes
She had a tattoo carved
Of angel wings on her spine
They would get real, upon closing her eyes
Tempting her to fly high
She would find herself
Among the passing clouds
In deep blue sky
Calling for stars that would hide
May be her loneliness was her pride
As she would paint her soul
And conceal her fears
With colors rainbow like

 

He said She said III……

She: When do you know, you like someone?

He: Do you mean love someone?

She: Yes but first it starts with liking, right?

He: No, Don’t we like everyone around us? Imagine if we didn’t, it would be a mess

She: Ok Ok, When do you know, you love someone?
He: (when you hold my hand!! but I can’t tell her that)……. It’s about how you feel, when you are with that person…

She : Feelings !! What kind?

He: A feeling that makes you forget all your problems, insecurities, distrust feelings, fear of future … all that kinda stuffs…Negative Negative kinds

She: But there are many close ones who make me feel that way

He: soooo that means you love them all … 😀

She: No No … I mean not like that…I mean someone who is perfect for me …a guy whom I can be with my entire life …. A happy loving life

He : ohh !! A Guy (Shit!! Now I need to know where I stand) It’s the same feelings but with a twist …

She : Twist ?

He : Always go for A loving life and not a happy loving life ? 1st. don’t base your happiness on others, I know it’s difficult but sooner you learn better for you 2nd. You can’t control him and certainly he can’t control you. It’s like an awesome magnetic attraction but with a bit of space and less attachment..

She: You are not helping!!!!

He : ( It’s me !!! dam it ) OK Ok I will break it down for you
Someone who manages to give you enough confidence that in spite of all your problems, insecurities, failures, distrust feelings, fear of future which will always be there – he will stand by you
Not necessarily will always solve your problems coz that’s your shit and you need to deal with it…. but you know that he will be with you shoulder to shoulder through thick and thin … no matter how bad his situation is …

She: but

He: ( Ohh I hate that BUT )

She: There are many guy friends who are close to me and I know they will stand by my side

He: (That is probably coz ……… they have all fallen for you…..Shit !!! competition competition !!!! ) Hmmm , out of those guys whom do you want to be by your side the most ? Someone you pour your heart out and feel empty …..Someone who can console and be straight-up at the same time …..
Someone who respects and reminds you of who you are …..

She: hmmm

He: (And someone who takes time to answer all kind of shitty questions and still suggest someone else but not him)….😊😊

Her eyes…

Her eyes could speak
A thousand words, in a blink
Her depth so scary
Yet
an attraction to seek
And
If you dare to plunge in deep
Be ready to loose yourself
It’s the only way in
Swim through her tears
Pass by
her floating fears
And
If you find a way, in her darkness
Or a passage to fit in
Rest for a while, it isn’t a sin
As it’s yet to be seen
who dwells in her for long
The one who belongs
Sensing
There’s s no way to leave

 

My kind of love….

I don’t want paper love
Coupled with staples
Easy to pluck with something edgy
Then what?

We are shattered
And our scars scattered
All over, like water on a slippery floor
As we re-visit our
Self-destructive mode

I want to melt like a metal
Dissolve in you
With an inseparable knot
It doesn’t come easy, isn’t it?

It’s painful and discomforting
With wounds all over us
Eternal marks that will sting our egos
No matter how rusty and messy it is
It will at least put an end
To our fickle emotions

As we lock our love in a shell
And drown it deep within our souls

You and Me …..

I’ll stick with you and let the world move on
As you hold me tight in all my meltdowns
I know you do, what it takes
To crack pass through my walls
Push me, to get my act straight
As my head busts with fleeting moments of despair
Mostly stuck in an elevated space
Trying not to look down and land on my face
It’s seems all these years, I have been playing it safe
Nurturing demons feeding on my strains
So wrap your arms around me like you always do
Cover me up when I am feeling blue
Whisper in my ears, tales of love that’s true
Let those words sink inside of me
Let them wander inch by inch
Hunting fears that reside in me
Consoling my restless soul
Reminding my heart to be free
Be by my side on this journey
For I don’t know, where life may lead
Take me away from this scene
To live life
Where it’s just
You and me

Little things I wish……

Hold on to me
Like a blind men’s stick
Carrying the world over with he’s varying dreams
Let the Sunbeams slide on your face kissing cheeks
As your brown eyes glow
Like firefly on a full moon eve
Caressing your neckline
Scattering your scent of ecstasy
Is the only thing, fleeting breeze seeks
As you stroll by the beach, digging feet in the sand
Waves reach for you like its lonesome reveries
Trying to figure out, are you for real or a celestial myth?
Lay by the riverside at night with me
Between million candles around to lit
Listen to the chirping of cricket
Relaxing under the meadow
As it buzzes songs of how exquisite life is
I wish I could stop the world from circling
Or beg the moonless night
For a while to stay
Until
We finish counting stars in the Milky Way