Rainbow like ……

A girl with her hair tied up
Would sit near window with a coffee mug
Vapors would rise and rest on the surface
She would draw smileys on it
Coz they were the only friend she knew
Often missed someone but never knew who?
A father to protect or lover to love?
As she would sometimes fight with random blues
She would watch a falling leaf till the end
As it rests among the others which were dead
She would stare at it, until her eyes
Would give-up and blackout
Not knowing which was the one she gazed
With every sip, her eyes would close
May be caffeine would give her high
Relaxing her from many goodbyes
She had a tattoo carved
Of angel wings on her spine
They would get real, upon closing her eyes
Tempting her to fly high
She would find herself
Among the passing clouds
In deep blue sky
Calling for stars that would hide
May be her loneliness was her pride
As she would paint her soul
And conceal her fears
With colors rainbow like

 

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A fainted pain

A fainted pain, said hello
Said, I remember you
from long ago
How’s your scars?
Have they healed?
Do you live
In the wrecked house you built
Painting it red, with your guilt

I see, you still have
that broken mirror
Does it remind you, of someone
Or makes you feel better
There is something broken too
than yourself, my dear

I see a hollow, still remains
On your windowpane
Whistling sound of fear
blown by wind in the rain

How does it feel, to be blamed
By the inner demons you tamed
For feelings that were chained
So I guess, it’s the same
You still out of your game
A fainted pain, said hello

Messed up beauty…

Embracing her deceased feelings
She watched the sun go down
With every descend,
Sky would lit up
With shades of yellow and brown
She felt part of her, cracking
Like someone stepped over a dry leaf
Betraying herself, inch by inch
They say
Beauty of a rose is,
It has thorns to protect its rosy petals
What if? Those petals were covered with thorns all over
Would it be beautiful then?
She was that kind of beauty
Covered with spikes all over her spine
Battling it out every day without a whine
Waiting for someone equally wrecked
Someone hollow from within
Messed up like she was
Ready to go through pain of loving her
But
Out of all the misery, she still hoped
To be loved
For she knew,
It was the only thing that could set her free

Girl, that’s all you need to know….

Someday there will be someone
Who will have nothing to do with your imperfections, your failures and your bad decisions
His only purpose will be to fill your hollow with pure affections
Only thing he will look for
Is to be with you
Every minute, every second
The most important thing for him
Will be your presence
All the sufferings Will be respected
All your insecurities of future will be dealt with
All your fear will be absorbed
Coz for him it’s you and only you
That defines his life
It didn’t started with you
But surely
He wouldn’t end it without you
Your Grey hair, your rough skin
Will not change beauty in your eyes
That he adores and fell in love with
No matter how different your paths may be
It will cricle within boundaries of your love
No matter how far you travel
In search of unknown yet important
You will end up besides him
Coz that’s where you will comforted
No matter how far and high you’ll fly
Look in his eyes won’t change
Coz he knows she will rest her flight
To a place called home
Where you both belong

Being you …..

Thousand eyes, see you girl
As go through twists and turns
Carrying a heavy heart
With scars and burns
Live each day for your dreams
Life is hard and unfair, it’s seems
Struggles between what you want and what your feel
Each day when you look into the mirror
A part of you tries to heal
As you look into your eyes
It seems
Being nice, comes with a price
And if you have a lover
You’ll always want forever
Doesn’t seem it works, that way
As you find yourself in middle of nowhere
Alone and broken to your dismay
Still in your heart, there’s a hope at last
As seasons change fast
If you are a girl, a lady or a women
What’s in your heart will remain the same
Yet through life, people say we change
If you feel displaced
Look into you and find your grace
Coz a broken girl is more beautiful
Then one locked inside the fence
Afraid to confront fears in her defense
Still if it’s hard for you to be in this race
Just take a time off,
Travel to a different place
Be unknown, be insignificant, and be vulnerable
Coz sometimes being clueless
Helps out to clear, all our mess

Her Story ….

On a barren land, under a dried up tree
She sat to seek its shadow beneath
Protecting her baby from blistering heat
She prayed, “Oh Lord let the water drip
I pray for the clouds to fold
Sprinkle some shower on the shrunken land
I’ll come to you, to protect my infant”
With her saree she sheltered her child
Sucking mother’s milk, kid survived
Her soul crying for a sip of water
As every bit of water in her body
Turned into milk, to feed her kid
Embracing tight, to make him calm
A mother’s love is a mother love
With her will to look after
Her hug can be warm or soothing
Defending in heat or cold
With blurry eyes she caressed her kid
Kissed for the one last time
As her soul was about to exit
Even skies moaned and cried
Pleaded, let it rain for a while
How will the kid survive?
It didn’t rain, as it was never meant to
Left her kid on a dried up tree
For other half of the world
Look around on the other side
Or google it out at least
This is one of million stories
From Far East